Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ; 9:08 PM
hi! long time no see. haha.. just so you know, this blog isn't dead yet. there had been so many things going on and too many things that's blog-worthy but i was afraid i'll spend too much time online blogging. :P but it didn't really matter cos i still spend quite a lot of time online, so what's the point actually. :\
i just can't say enough about my feelings for tomorrow. its the
big day! ohmanohman! its syf day tomorrow! i'm excitedscaredanxioushappynervous and going emotionally haywire!! i know i've ranted quite a few times about dance for the past few months. but this time, this time is serious. i need to vent out whatever's going through me now. i've never been so scared about my previous syf experiences before. maybe because i've never put in so much so much effort before, it had never been so tough, judging had never ever been so strict and expectations and standards had never been set so high. for me at least. but i really really want to do this. i really want to give it my best shot, to dance like never before, to have no regrets, to spend all my emotions on this and to dance the last syf in my whole life with the friends i love. tomorrow's the day. it's everything all of us have exchanged our 6 months of effort, all that we worked for. oh God, please unite the entire group together in this one goal in mind, that is to work towards the ultimate best of our abilities for this crucial and very last syf competition that we're ever going to have. i place it all in your hands.
